Of rainy days and mobile phones

I love love love the rain!

On rainy days like this, the wind just comes bellowing into my hall and you can hear the howls it produces outside, It's amazing really, the feeling that mother nature is so much bigger than all of us...the world is so much bigger than all of us. I love the way the whole house gets so dark and chilly, it makes the house smaller, less empty and almost cosy.

I woke up before the sun came out today, leapt out of bed and then remembered the fashion fest was over. My heart sank and I burrowed back into bed, trying to sweep the loneliness creeping in away into lalaland. I miss them all already. The closing ceremony was so...final. I'm used to just leaving the place, but the ceremony just felt like I'll never see them again. Especially Nat, Harie, Hana, Julius etc. At least with Singapore Idol, I knew I'd bump into them at school, but I'm now a graduating lazy mofo.

The irony of winning the Lancome stuff was not lost on me, it's all with my sis now. Sal won the phone, which was really much less than what he deserved for all the work he put in those 10 days...but still, I'm the one who needs a phone.

Oh, in case you haven't heard, yes, I've lost my mobile and I am now effectively cut off from everyone. My reliance on the memory of my SIM card has backfired on me, because now I don't have any way of calling people. I can't even call my godmother to check if my mobile is in the yacht club because I don't have her number, and I have to wait till after lunch to call my mum to get it.

So if there's anything, email me, msn me or call my house. Thank you.