Badger's paradise

I've been found. Hello you!

I'm compelled to be even vaguer than I am now. I wish you hadn't told me.
But still, now that I know you know, I won't deprive you this chance to actually see me for me.

This is my abyss.
My black hole.
There, is the worn spot I lay my mind to rest when burdened.
There, is the undergrowth I've trimmed to my perfection.

And here, is my little own melodrama playing out.

You won't understand it all, and I take comfort in the fact that you won't blungeoned me till I tell you everything.

At least I hope you won't.

Deal?