Monday, January 29, 2007

1st ponder

I feel myself sinking, yet I also know I'm on a buoy. It's confusing really, to want to be depressed so I don't need to censor the demons in my head. But I've given these demons a wide workout, so I hope they dont haunt me for a long time.

Sigh, the sacrificing I do for the sake of my sanity. Sometimes I think it'd be worth more if I embraced all that life threw at me and went IMH-crazy.

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