Of see-through crystals and invisible canopies

I'm empty and aching
And tumbling and breaking

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends
Nothing but good friends

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get
I wish I was lonely instead of just only
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you
-- paris hilton's you don't see me

So it's official.

I told her royal highness I'd leave my house by end mar. I love the fact that even with all the shit going on, people are going out of their way for me and I love everyone of you so so much. If all else, at least I have adoptive parents who offered their home to me till I find a place on my own.