I sound lonely and depressed, don't i? But i'm really not.

I just happen to post when I need to get stuff off my chest, which always happen to be stuff i don't want, or can't seem, to tell anyone else. It's a demented psychological trait, similar to someone only praying when he wants something.

My life other than that is just peachy. Well...maybe peachy isn't the right word to use. I'm comfortable with the direction life has taken. Just maybe a little too comfortable. I wonder if I'm in a rut?

In any case, I've succumbed to the ex. Horribly weak of me I know, but hey, sometimes opportunity presents itself and if you don't see it, you regret it. Whatever it is, I know I can't do a 'fling thing', I get too emotionally involved over such a simple thing. The phrase "no emotional attachment" is lost on me.

Even now, I'm thinking about him.

Must.off.phone.so.I.don't.pester.him.