Am I not pretty enough?

What if I've already evolved into the robot I try so hard not to be?
What if this void of emotions is exactly what the gahmen wants so we can be efficient workers?
What if I'm already the tired cynic working only for money?

I. must. find. hope.

And with that, I looked through my MSN list.

the s'pore flag has the same colours as the stop sign, no wonder we're so oppressed

That silly boy. Always with his unexpected wisecracks. =0P

Kasey Chambers popped up of nowhere today and suddenly I know the lyrics to a song I forgot a lifetime ago.

Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can

Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
Kasey Chambers' Not Pretty Enough

Wah, like magic this selective memory of mine. Tsktsk.

Ok, back to filing now. This, children, is why procrastination is bad...LAST DAY!!!!